Ramble on

I am not really sure how to put my recent thoughts into words. So, I am going to type and if it sounds okay when I am done I am going to post it if not...I won't.

I am from a "broken" home, like most people these days. I don't understand why this is an acceptable reason for kids these days to do whatever the fuck they want. They have ZERO respect for anyone or anything and it is rather disgusting. Someone laughed the other day and said "just think this (point to my daughter) is our countries future." So it really got me to thinking.....I have met a lot of kids in the teenager catagory and I am now officially worried!!!! Back to the "broken" home comment. What is this about? Why is who you are based on who your parents are or how dumb or smart they are, or if they really love you? I totally know this sounds "cold" but I really feel this way. YOU are YOU and YOU make up who YOU are! Why are we so cought up in this idea that it matters. I mean sure...I LOVE my Mom a ton and I love my Dad too. He wasn't around as much when I was growing up and was a total tyrant. He was not an easy dad to have and when him and my mom got divorced he moved away. He wasn't that involved with us or should I say he wasn't "hands on". So big deal! Get over it and move on. I feel like because I have done that and really worried about my future and my family that the rest just came into place as it should. I just don't understanding forcing the issue or using it as a crutch as to why you are juvenille deliquent.

Help me!!

BTW I am not going to re-read this because I know it will be just a bunch of rambling and may not make sense to anyone but me...but who cares.

B